Last month in New York City, a woman died at 104 years of age. She was a recluse and in fact had cloistered herself in a small hospital room for 20+ years despite being in good health. She lived under an anonymous name and no one from outside the hospital were allowed in to see her. Even her lawyer had to speak with her through the door. She had isolated herself decades before - the last known photograph of her is from 1930, and she lived in her apartment playing with dolls, strumming on the harp, and watching the Flintstones.
Huguette Clark was an heiress. Her wealth was speculated to be at around 500 million dollars. She owned the largest apartment on 5th avenue and several mansions that have been kept immaculate for decades and she never visited them.
When I heard her story (or rather, lack of one), I was bewildered. How could someone choose to waste all that wealth? She could have been like the Gates and started foundations. She could have traveled!!! At the very least, she could have had lavish parties and enjoyed her wealth. Did she not understand that it wasn't healthy or normal to be so isolated? Didn't she want her life to matter to someone?
This summer, I am doing a Beth Moore Bible study entitled Breaking Free. We are tasked with understanding that "a christian is held captive by anything that hinders the abundant and effective Spirit-filled life God planned for her."
Each of us in Christ is promised the Spirit of wisdom and revelation, a hope, the riches of his glorious inheritance and His incomparably great power. We are created for good works, we are promised a spiritual gift, we have the mind of Christ. We are adopted as His sons, we have redemption through his blood, and forgiveness of sins. We are more than conquerors; we've been given the armor of God and we can call Him "Abba, Father."
When I reflect on these "treasures" available to me, I hunger to live up to them. I don't want "wasted" years of captivity. I wonder if the angels in heaven are envious of us, of our endless riches through Christ, and then they shake their heads in dismay when we ignore these gifts bought at such a great cost.